by Joy McDonald Coltvet
And a voice came from heaven, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.” And the Spirit immediately drove him out into the wilderness.
Jesus is baptized and named the Beloved and then is immediately driven to the wilderness.
Comforting or disturbing, this is life. From one moment to the next, we are celebrating a wedding, then grieving a loved one not present. We are feeling calm, cool, and collected, and then are thrown off balance by a horrible news report. We are bathing in the refreshing waters of baptism, then all of a sudden are driven out into the wilderness.
In each community where I’ve lived and done ministry, there has always been transition. In college and at seminary, we went through presidential search processes. In a former congregation, we completely restructured our way of doing ministry together. At Holden Village, a retreat center in Washington, we called directors, a pastor, and new staff, and said both hellos and goodbyes every day to guests who came and went. These experiences seem to have prepared me well for campus ministry, where there is constant change and transition: different schedules every semester, students coming and going, people rising to leadership and then moving on. I’m beginning to think that this is more and more not just a way of life for young adults but increasingly for many ages.
Whether dramatic or subtle, whether gradual or immediate, life is changing and we are changing. We are called to places we would never choose. We suffer and wonder if we’ll make it. We stretch and grow stronger.
In all of this a voice calls out from heaven, “You are my beloved children.” We remember how water splashed on us has claimed each one of us forever, no matter what. Wherever we are on the timeline of life, God claims us. We are not protected, though, by some kind of magic that keeps us safe and secure from brokenness and the cruel realities of this life. Instead, we are called immediately to struggle in the wilderness.
“For if you keep silence at such a time as this, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another quarter, but you and your father’s family will perish. Who knows? Perhaps you have come to royal dignity for just such a time as this.”
Esther is a beautiful young Jewish woman who becomes queen of Persia. Throughout Esther’s dramatic life transition, she has a valuable mentor — her uncle Mordecai. When he hears of an evil plot to kill all the Jews, he asks Esther to go before the king on behalf of her people. Esther is afraid and tells Mordecai that she can’t do that because she could be killed. Mordecai responds with strong words, telling her that she must do it, not only for her own safety but also because this may be her purpose in life. To this glimpse of her reason for being, Esther responds with courage. She not only does what Mordecai asks her but wisely arranges a series of events so that the king will know the truth about both the corrupt leadership within the palace and her identity. She saves not only her own life but the lives of her people.
Times of transition often present us with opportunities to step forward in ways that we would not have imagined before. When it seems that we are hard pressed on every side, God makes us bolder. We find strength and courage that we didn’t know were there. Think of the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.; he was born of water and the Spirit, but it was the injustice of white supremacy that propelled him to bring his faith and convictions into the public arena.
In our day, what is God calling you to courageously face? You have been raised from death to life for just such a time as this.
The LORD will keep your going out and your coming in from this time on and forevermore.
There are times in life where we would just as soon not get out of bed. We are consumed by grief or fear. We cry out like Job for God to hide us or take us or save us. Despair looms close by. In those times, as we’re looking to the hills wondering where we’ll find help, we need to be reminded that God keeps us. God keeps us in community when we want self-obsessed isolation. God gives us solitude when we want busy distraction. God provides a way out and reminds us that neither life nor death nor anything else can separate us from God’s loving embrace. Not now, not ever. God calls in transition; God calls right on time.
The Rev. Dr. Joy McDonald Coltvet is pastor at Christ on Capitol Hill, Saint Paul, a diverse urban worshiping community where she has the opportunity to talk daily with people experiencing transitions. She is also experiencing her own transitions through the journey of family, watching the seasons change, and the Spirit’s transforming power.
This article first appeared in the January 2012 issue of Cafe.
Thank you for posting this.. it us speaking to me at an important time in my life where I am having stress and joy, sometimes hourly, and my days emd in thorough exhaustion. Hope fills me.